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I bleed
Sins of your everlasting shadow
The purging essence of grief
It is naive to think that a condition of joy and serenity can last
Fate stronger than hope
Hope crushed long ago
How could I know, that I would taste the voluptuousness of my misfortune
Now is all I have
No end
Deny me
I’m born to be shattered
You know it so well
And pour your humiliation on me
What I'm guilty of
Deserving this punishment
I worship
Crush all my hopes
Dirt and humiliation
Endurance of isolation
Lost
A longing shadow
Sunk in pale worthlessness
Worthlessness
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Whore of my degradation
Let fear rape you
Give your mind to failure
Devote your soul to the death of innocence
Crumbling before this consciousness of promiscuity and lust
See through the eyes of the deity that despises everything you love
To fulfill the divine path towards nothingness
Carry me
To the blackest holes of pain
Lunacy of hate
Desperate wandering through sordid turmoil
Inescapable
Waves of disgust towards life
Cut yourself
With the broken pieces of your soul
Harm me with your vice
I descend
From oblivion i’ve been ejected
Thrown to a woeful Trail
In vain
My obsessed craving
In vain
My life in delusión
In vain
My endless hate
Endless as my anguish
Our agony
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Paroxysmal Suffering
12:17
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Night’s wound
Dream turned to paranoia
Painting my tragedy with alcohol and despair
I was destined to abandon myself to the delirium of pain
With the cruelties of flesh elevating my mind to laceration
Knowledge of the fatal… my illness
Inverse ecstasy
Bitterness made flesh
I can feel the climax of my torments taking me away
Taking me away
Feverish
Crawling in the gutter
Paroxysmal suffering
I see thousand faces pointing at me with my shame
I hear the cruel laughter of my failure
The ponderous screams of my craving
Come…
Ignite my deception
Awake the pain
Perversion
Blood of a whore
Paroxysmal suffering
I needed to feel your presence
Stay with me
I prayed
Nothingness the only answer
In my loneliness, the true face of the world reveals
Burning me
I won’t see another day
Bitter death… the murdering of my rotten soul
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A constant feeling of bitter disgust ends all life in us
Cold like razors, we learn the ways of pain
Each storm of misfortune clears this path
Towards a silent end
Death
For how long has it been awaited?
You are there, answering this question with a rope around your neck
For how long Will this pain consume me
Transforming each scar into a prayer of suicide
A cunt is blessed
Carving a failure in my self
A cunt…
Supreme pain’s blessed gift blackens me inside
Thoughts become one with dissonance
Voices of hate
Into this cold, pain destroys the last remains of me
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Niyati I
00:41
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